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[ballbusting_bassist]

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[ballbusting_bassist]

What if Davy already knew that Heikki was checking out his drummer's ass and legs? Did he know? Mikkel might have told him things.

"I'm not trying to pry---I was just curious is all."

Fuck. The booze was making him trashy and he knew this would happen and hoped it wouldn't. How strong were these drinks anyway? Surely, a second drink wouldn't make the bassist lose all inhibitions would it?

"Sorry, if that was a bit personal. The booze--well, it affects me a bit."

[sunnycymbals]

Sam giggled and took another drink. "I don't mind..just.... I've only had one boyfriend and.... sort of a girlfriend I guess." Sam bit his lip from nerves. "I haven't done a lot of stuff like the rest of you."

[ballbusting_bassist]

"It's alright, suloinen. We all have to start somewhere and experience things for the first time. You had a girlfriend? I thought you only liked boys?"

That part had the Finn frowning because he wasn't sure what Sam meant. The boy was almost a virgin in the way of sexual experiences it seemed. Sipping his drink, Heikki wondered what Sam had done or not done.

[sunnycymbals]

Sam sighed. "My family really pushed for girls and getting married. The first person I dated was a girl." Sam took a big drink, emptying his glass and set it aside. "We're still friends. She was nice and talked to me after... I was grossed out by her."

He meant sex with her but wasn't really used to talking about his sex life.

[ballbusting_bassist]

"Oh, I see."

Heikki could see that part really upset the drummer so he wouldn't ask anymore about it. Poor Sam being made to date girls when he didn't like them. Grossed out? The Finn assumed this was something to do with intercourse with a girl. A gay men wouldn't want that, of course he wouldn't.

"It's ok, we don't have to talk about girls or your past anymore, Sam."

The bassist stroking Sam's arm lovingly.

[sunnycymbals]

"I didn't mind dating a girl or kissing them." Sam shrugged. He didn't feel bad about it.

"It doesn't bother me. I didn't know I didn't like it until I tried. Where I grew up things were very... um.. focused on marrying a woman to have babies."

[ballbusting_bassist]

Nodding, Heikki understood where Sam was coming from. It was just the whole aspect of having sex with a girl that icked him. Then again, his cultist family were forcing him into marriage and having children. That part made him angry.

"No one will force you to do anything here."

The Finn leant a little closer to brush some more hair away from Sam's face. Gods, he couldn't help it because his hair was so soft.

[sunnycymbals]

Sam managed a bright smile when his hair was touched. Some of that, no doubt, because he was starting to get drunk.

"Thank you."

[ballbusting_bassist]

"You're welcome. Your eyes are really green too."

Heikki was now getting more drunk as the booze started to take a hold of him. Oh gods. He was getting urges that he was trying to ignore such as wanting to kiss Sam's soft lips. They looked kissable. How long had he been staring at the boy for now? At least a few weeks since arrival.

"You've been nothing but kind to me, Sam."

The Finn moving a little closer so that his lips were nearly touching Sam's.

[sunnycymbals]

"Yes. People notice them." Sam smiled because he liked his eyes.they were an unusual color.

The kiss though got a gasp because the drummer didn't expect it. He didn't pull away though.

[ballbusting_bassist]

"This is good because they should. You're a very attractive young man."

Heikki heard the gasp and looked at Sam hoping the boy wouldn't run because he'd been through so much today with his emotions. But---he wasn't running so this was a good sign. The Finn gently stroking the boy's cheek with his hand.

"I don't know if you realise this but---I really like you."

[sunnycymbals]

Sam came out of the shock from being kissed only to turn beet red from the compliment. He looked down, hair falling into his face. "Mikkel told me.. and I noticed.."

[ballbusting_bassist]

There went his hair falling down over his young face once more as Heikki smiled softly and was actually happy Sam had noticed the bassist being interested in him. He couldn't assume things.

"This doesn't bother you, does it? I think you're kind, cute and a lovely person."

This was the truth.

[sunnycymbals]

"I don't know." Sam shrugged. "Usually people pay attention to Davy like this."

And that caused hell since Davy didn't like it at all.

[ballbusting_bassist]

"It's alright if you don't know. I'm not forcing you to do anything you don't want."

The poor kid had suffered enough of that as a young boy being made to do shit he didn't want. Heikki was just making his intentions clear and being truthful about his attraction to the drummer.

"Well, how about I pay attention to you? Because you deserve it, suloinen."

Heikki leant forward once more and pressed a soft kiss to Sam's cheek.

[sunnycymbals]

"Ok" it honestly felt nice to have someone's attention for once. The cheek kiss has him flushing again but he did lean in and kiss Heikki's cheek in return. That's what Syn always did.

[ballbusting_bassist]

"You can always have my attention anytime you want."

Heikki offering a playful wink as he leant back to sip some more of his drink. He knew he was drunk because he could feel the warmth as his skin heated. Sam kissing his cheek in return felt so good.

"Just sitting here sharing a drink with you feels nice."

[sunnycymbals]

Sam smiled and finished his drink before scooting closer to the bassist. " I prefer to be at home instead of a bar."

[ballbusting_bassist]

Heikki guessed Sam preferred to be at home than a busy bar maybe because he was shy. He seemed that type of guy to share a drink with friends away from the raucous chaos of a bar or club.

"Bars can get loud and crazy sometimes."

The Finn slid an arm around the drummer and smiled, wanting to hold Sam and make him feel loved.

[sunnycymbals]

"I don't mind them sometimes but I prefer the quiet." Which made Sam and Davy good roommates. They both enjoyed quiet and less chaos than the other two members of the band.

The drummer leaned into the arm around him and continued sipping at his drink. He sat like this with Syn or Davy sometimes so why not the Finn too?

[ballbusting_bassist]

"I do too after a long performance on stage then all the after parties that come with it. Not to mention all the screaming Jorgen does."

Heikki certainly liked his quiet time playing bass or watching TV. Having Sam sitting with him like this was cute and the Finn couldn't help but lean closer so that his lips were nearly touching Sam's once more.

"Can I kiss you?"

He thought perhaps asking first might ease the boy.

[sunnycymbals]

"Joey is loud and Syn encourages it." Typically, Sam passed out in the dressing room after a performance and watched over closely by thier guitarist.

Sam pulled back and then went pink in the cheek over the question. His eyes shifted away and he felt nervous. "I guess... yes."

[ballbusting_bassist]

Sam was comfortable with it so Heikki leant forwards and kissed the drummer softly on the lips, enjoying how soft Sam's lips were. Oh, he was such a cute boy. The Finn smiled warmly and stroked the drummer's cheek.

"It feels good when I kiss you."

Heikki couldn't help but want to be near Sam and make him feel good.

[sunnycymbals]

Sam smiled shyly after the kiss. He really wasn't used to people doing this with him. Most often he was overlooked by the crowds and that suited him just fine.

"I don't mind kissing." Sam didn't but he was feeling butterflies in his stomach over thoughts that the Finn might want more than a kiss.

[ballbusting_bassist]

"I'm glad you don't mind me kissing you because you have nice soft skin."

Heikki leant in to kiss Sam, this time a little longer and pulled back after a few moments. The boy was so cute and attractive. How could anyone be so cruel to him? The bassist gently pushed some of the drummer's long hair back and smiled.

"Thank you for inviting me over tonight, Sam."